first time states

Wow .. it's been almost a year since my last post! The only reason I do recognize that this is my blog is because I am using the same background picture for my desktop.

I've always resorted to my blog as my get-away from the whole world .. it's a place that makes me happy .. it's like that spot you stop at some point through your jogging outing .. you catch a breath, enjoy the scenery but are adamant about not stopping too long for you don't want your body to cool down from the circulation rush ..

In less than 3 weeks I am gonna see the one person who's made me laugh the most in life, cry the most in life, mature the most, kid the most .. it's like she's driven me to the extreme ends of all behavioral opposites .. and i can tell you one thing: that has been exciting .. it's so exciting to discover emotions you didn't know existed in you. And it's been so exciting to see my influence on her too .. She isn't today what she was a year ago .. actually that's not quite right .. Her and I today aren't what we used to be a year ago on both an individual level and as a relationship couple.

Well I promised this was gonna be that quick breeze so I need to jog back now .. I am manic about seeing you in three weeks ..

ahibek ..