her ..

ya .. don't really know what to say .. it's been 3 years of wicked games, goofing around, having fun, coasting thru that part of life they call "love life" on my looks, wits and not caring less .. i am the guy and i was the one being asked out on dates, having my dinner paid for, getting expensive gifts .. i won't deny it .. i felt like a man whore and it felt good .. it made me change my opinion on female whores .. i mean i now understand them fully ;) .. a week or two of intimacy with her, then with her, then with her and so on .. no strings attached .. unfortunately they did wanna attach those strings sometimes but i always managed to get away

then i got fed up with it .. i just had too much .. so abstinence and celibacy opened the door and entered my life and for the first time they were called welcomed guests ..

then she came along .. green eyes (she says they're blue) .. loveliest cheek bones i ve ever seen .. a nose so tiny and beautiful as if it had been crafted individually by the Hands of God O'Mighty himself .. the straight silk hair .. and a figure .. wow .. just what I love

You'd think she would be an arrogant unbearable stuck-up .. and she would have every right to be .. but she's a gentle and shy young lady who nevertheless is very strong and self confident on the inside which is why i value her so highly .. cuz it's usually those who excessively reflect self confidence to the outside world are the ones living in a run down inner world where they are so self conscious that prozac makes for a daily companion

she's the exact opposite ... there's so much to write about her that if i let my fingers flow over this keyboard right now at 23:22 i would probably still be typing at the same time tomorrow .. so for now let me end this post by saying .. "it's so difficult not to fall for you, heather"